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Tuesday, June 30, 2020

Eclectic Narratives - A Personal Statement [#182]

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           Are you going to carry all that weight? Let that anchor inside you drag you down to the floor? That feeling is all-consuming, that fear of every little thing, of every little sign. That sickness, that hunger, that sweat, that dizzy feeling. Is it all in your mind, or is it more real than you can imagine? How would you know? As you remain trapped in your own head, in your own space with nowhere else to go, what is and isn’t reality starts to lose distinction. Even when you know it's all in your head, it can be hard to remember in the heat of your latest panic.
           You fear for yourself, every problem compounds. One issue leads to another, and you can’t stand it no more. Your desires lose their gleam, your passions lose their charm. Those brief moments of real progression feel ever so sweet, as though your problems don’t exist. Then immediately after, you come crashing back down.
           It’s all a balancing act, a struggle, a pain so easily internalized. To reach closure, to find the answer, easy or not, is what you want most of all. Alas, such things are not so easily spelled out. Forget the easy answers, forget the problems and issues. Remember that sometimes it is all just in your head. You know it, you’ve seen the evidence. But it’s so hard to remind yourself of that, to keep that in mind.
           It’s not that you need to think positive, it’s not even that positive thoughts, in general, are the key. All you need is a typical ordinary day. One without any unusual or persistent problems, or at least problems you can simply solve and move on from. It doesn’t mean a lazy day, or a day off, sometimes it’s a by the numbers, routine day you want. And everyone deserves that. If you're going to internalize anything, internalize that.
           Sometimes all you need is a little routine, a daily grind, a goal, or a process for the future. For some that might right be around the corner, for others, it might feel so far away. Reach for it, seize your life. Not in the follow your dreams way, but in the simple just live a normal life for a while way.
           Yet, there’s still that pain, that anchor tied to your center. It can be a heavy piece a crap, but nothing feels greater than when you can finally muster the strength to lift it up and carry it forward with you. To what? Well that’s for you to decide, isn’t it?
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This is a "story" for my own sake more than anyone else. We live in uncertain times, I thought I didn't really care, that it wouldn't effect me, but it did. What I learned afterwords was that writing was my release, my tool to communicate my thoughts and feelings to the world around me. I never fully realized that was the appeal of writing until I wrote this story and now I feel just a little bit wiser for it. So, please continue to enjoy more stories from the House of 30Leaves, I'll always have more tales to tell and adventures to write, so look forward to it.

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Tuesday, June 23, 2020

Strange Sci-fi Tales - System Down [#181]

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11:35:00 - Attention all employees, security will be increased until -1800 Hours- per new government regulations concerning the Sector B experiments.
11:45:00 - Attention all employees, security will be increased until -1800 Hours- per new government regulations concerning the Sector B experiments.
11:50:00 - Attention all employees, the company picnic has been rescheduled for August 19th at -1300 Hours-.
11:55:00- Please be advised, Sector B experiments are entering into the active phase. Equipment malfunction, electronic failure, and temporary blackouts may occur.
12:00:00- Dr. Albert, please report to Sector D.
12:05:00- Dr. Breen, please report to Sector C management.
12:08:37- Alert, power outage in Sector B.
12:09:55- Alert, power outage in Sectors: B, D, H, and Y.
12:10:00- Error, please report to Error.
12:15:00- Connection to Server failed.
12:20:00- Connection to Server reestablished.
12:22:49- Maintenance needed in Sector B.
12:24:32- Alert, Maintenance urgently needed in Sector B, D, and G.
12:25:00- Automated message error.
12:28:47- Alert, Sector D, critical failure.
12:30:00- Alert, all employees, please be advised, critical failur- *Connection interrupted*
15:12:43- Server online, contacting all Sectors. Error, Sectors not found.
15:12:59- Alert, Sectors: A, B, C, C, D, Y, Z, H, A, B, C, C, J, %, #, W, $, #24@#%@##@23......
15:12:65- Alert, system critical.
15:12:994- Attention, the company picnic is rescheduled for August 123849483045385304th at -250004932304 Hours-
15:12:9949059856908- Attention-Ale-Attentionoj924....Attention, @11 Emp348340lyees, SeCccccttroeRR923 BBBB@@$#@@#$ is 2j20vfm2 EX%Xperir#443ment...
15:12:9943440j4vj0vn3-cf38m42-vcnnuxmf2-vfunmwu-dmdmaim[idmiim2mcimfm--3ofv32c::::c;WF;@C;32::@- System---S-sytem#23...DoOOOWwwNNN....
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A small change can have massive consequences, even on the most routine of procedures.

This is an experimental story that I feel like I could expand upon. It's similar to GRID in how it's told indirectly, but even more so. All we have to follow the narrative are the alerts on the unknown location's server, it's clear something went wrong, and quickly spiraled out of control, but what?

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Tuesday, June 16, 2020

Enigmatic Fantasies - Little Bear Bait [#180]

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           “Annie, don’t,” Rich warned his companion.
           “But, it’s so cute and fluffy,” Annie looked at him with puppy dog eyes. Her hand still reached out towards the teddy bear in the sandpit. It appeared the old, decrepit building they hid in used to be a toy store, much to Annie’s glee. However, the only intact toy they could find was the single teddy bear.
           “It’s obviously a trap,” Dallas commented as her hand rested on her revolver.
           “Annie, just leave it, we don’t need any more incidents,” Captain stated as he tried to pull the young girl away.
           “I’ll be careful, I promise,” Annie pleaded.
           “The second you touch that thing, one of those freaks with the pincers is going to jump out and try to drag you under,” Rich explained. “But, if you’re willing to get yourself killed over a toy, be my guest.”
           “Rich, knock it off,” Captain warned the younger man.
           “Ok, I’ll stop,” Annie sighed. “Poor little teddy bear, being left behind, all by his lonesome,” she moped.
           “Don’t feel bad, Annie, we’ll find another one,” Dallas tried to comfort her. Captain remained silent as he watched the scene, while Rich rolled his eyes.
           “Ugh, what a child,” Rich groaned at the sight.
           “Seriously, Rich?” Captain snapped at the other man.
           “Fine, I’ll lay off,” Rich turned away, but as his eyes scanned the room, a glint of inspiration filled his eyes. “Hey, I’ve got an idea, one that’ll make everyone happy.”
           “Oh?” Captain raised an eyebrow.
           “Those pincer freaks aren’t nearly as smart as they think they are,” Rich explained. “They’re so proud of their little traps they’ll jump to grab whatever triggers them.” As he finished his sentence, Rich gestured to an empty, metal shelf in the corner of the room. “Give me a hand, won’t you?”
           The two men lifted the shelf and hefted it over to the sandpit where the teddy bear sat. Dallas gave the two a quizzical look until she caught onto their plan, then gave them a thumbs up. Annie simply looked on in confusion.
           “Alright, Dallas, second that thing shows its ugly mug, pop it between the eyes,” Rich exclaimed.
           “Sure, sure,” Dallas shrugged as she pulled out her revolver. With everyone in place, Rich and Captain chucked the shelf into the sandpit. The hunk of metal sank for a moment before a giant insect-like creature burst from below the sand. Its giant pincers that came out of its face snapped at the shelf, but the beast quickly noticed it was only an inanimate object. However, by the time the creature realized it had been duped, Dallas had already fired her gun into the back of its head. The insect fell to the ground like a sack of bricks.
           “There, now you can take your bear,” Rich stated smugly as he kicked the side of the creature to ensure it was dead.
           “Really?” Annie’s eyes lit up as she jumped into the sandpit to retrieve her new teddy bear. “Thank you, Rich,” the young girl cheered as she hugged the toy, “in honor of this moment, I’ll name him Little Richie!”
           “Vetoed,” Rich shook his head.
           “Aw,” Annie pouted.
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Sometimes it's the little victories that are the sweetest.

As for the story itself, this is a scene I had stuck in my head for a few weeks now. There's a theoretical much larger story it could be apart of, but if I do right that story it will be in the distant future.

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Tuesday, June 9, 2020

Night of One Hundred Horrors - Murder on the Cosmic Express [#179]

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           Dr. Bruce Jameson was but a humble archeologist who chose to take a train for his long journey home. However, he was unique among archeologists in that he studied artifacts not form Earth, but from other worlds. Some had tried to warn him off studying the remains of such civilizations. You never know what strange and dangerous technology you might unearth. Bruce didn’t care, he’d scour the ends of the galaxy for new discoveries if he had to.
           As a result, the only train that could take him home was the Cosmic Express, one of the seven wonders of the universe. It was a magnificent vessel that traveled between planets and space stations, as though they were joined by train tracks. Normally, such a ride who promise a safe, but wondrous journey, alas, Bruce was not so lucky.
           “Who could have done this?” Bruce commented as he observed a most grisly sight. One of the train’s maintenance workers was in a puddle of his own blood, his battered head indicating some kind of assault. Bruce and several other passengers looked on in horror as they realized there was a murderer on the loose.
           “We should inform the conductor,” a well-dressed passenger, Mr. Andrews, exclaimed. “Hurry before the murderer can-” Before the man could finish his statement, the train lit up with a deafening siren and red lights. The doors that connected their train car to the two adjacent were automatically locked shut, along with all the windows.
          “No need to panic,” a young member of the train’s crew spoke up, “it looks like the conductor already knows. The lockdown is a failsafe to ensure the murderer cannot escape.”
           “So, we’re trapped in here with a killer?” Mr. Andrews pointed out, getting right into the younger man’s face.
           “Well, it’s normally meant for thieves and rarely assault, we’ve never had a murder before,” the young man wavered.
           “Contain yourself, Andrews,” another man dressed finely, Mr. Johnson, calmed his friend. “The boy is just doing his job, we should return to our cabin and keep a cool head.” The gathered group of passengers agreed and quickly shuffled back to their personal rooms. However, Bruce still lingered in the area for a moment.
           “But why this man?” Bruce muttered to himself.
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           Bruce had returned to his room where the many precious artifacts he had collected from his previous expedition were stored. He held a specific piece, a blue orb from a fallen alien civilization, in his hand while he pondered the situation. The murder had occurred sometime in the past hour, and there was no sign of the killer.
           ‘Why some poor maintenance man though?’ Bruce thought, ‘Had he any troubles with the other passengers or crew?’ The archeologist turned to see the other passengers had gathered in the hall to discuss the event among themselves. Bruce peeked out into the hall to observe the exchange.
           “I remember Andrews,” a modestly dressed woman, Miss Margaret, explained, “I saw you have a spat with that man this morning. All because he brushed past you in the hall.”
           “He was filthy and got grease on my best suit,” Mr. Andrews defended himself, “but regardless, I am not so petty as to murder a man over such a thing.”
           “Stop it, you two,” Mr. Johnson attempted to defuse the situation. “It is more likely he was the victim of a grudge from a coworker rather than someone he met this morning. Wouldn’t you agree?”
           “Have you seen another member of the crew, Johnson?” Andrews countered, “there is only that boy, the rest weren’t in this car for whatever reason. Even now, they refuse to even contact us during this blasted lockdown.”
           “I concede to that point,” Mr. Johnson nodded before his eyes glanced aside, “do you have anything to add Mr. Jameson?”
           “Oh, nothing much,” Bruce was caught off guard, “it seemed more like a random, albeit planned, act of violence to me.”
           “What is that supposed to mean,” Margaret looked at him incredulously.
           “I believe the murderer had little care over who he killed,” Bruce explained, “but was also well aware of the crew’s schedules. That way, he could strike at the time with the least interruptions.”
           “I understand your perspective, but wouldn’t such a knowledge of the crew’s schedule mean it is more likely to be a member of the crew?” Johnson replied.
           “Not necessarily,” Bruce shook his head. “If one has paid close attention these past few days, you might notice there was a lack of crew around this time every day. I thought I was simply mistaken at first, but yesterday I saw a member of the crew being yelled at for being late again.”
           “So you think the murderer is a clever sort of a person who also noticed this pattern?” Johnson asked.
           “It is just a theory, grasping a straw really,” Bruce replied. “I’m more than likely wrong, as it relies on the murderer having an uncontrollable impulse to kill.” As Bruce finished his last statement, he noticed a growing concern on the faces of the other passengers.
           “Let us hope you’re wrong then,” Johnson commented.
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           After a lengthy discussion with Johnson concerning the incident, Bruce returned to his cabin to secure his artifacts. He didn’t intend to let an opportunistic murderer walk off with the relics he worked hard to collect. All of them were precious and were the culmination of hundreds of hours of work. Bruce was so proud of these finds that he could spend hours looking into the blue orb alone. He'd barely even notice the lost time as he celebrated his acquisition. Alas, there was no time for that now; he needed to seal up everything tight to keep it safe.
           As Bruce locked the blue orb away, he glanced up at an intercom in the room. The archeologist hoped that the conductor would finally make an announcement. As the intercom remained quiet, Bruce shook his head and went on with his business.
           “Dear lord,” Margaret cried from just outside his door, which drew Bruce’s attention. The archeologist peeked out into the hall again, to find Margaret standing by Johnson’s door, white as a sheet.                 
           “What happened?” The young member of the train’s crew arrived on the scene.
           “Johnson, he’s...” Her voice trembled, “I think I’m going to be ill.” The woman slid down to the floor. The young man’s face grew grim as he checked Johnson’s room to confirm his fears.
           “Mr. Johnson,” the young man quivered. Despite his better judgment, Bruce moved up to Johnson’s room to see the sight for himself. Like the poor maintenance man before him, Mr. Johnson was in a pool of blood, beaten to death.
           “What’s this about Johnson?” Mr. Andrews finally came upon the scene, “he’s dead, isn’t he, that murderer has struck again.”
           “It appears so,” Bruce replied, “we had only spoken no more than ten minutes ago, so the murderer must still be nearby.”
           “Wait, if you were the last one to see him, how do I know you didn’t do it?” Mr. Andrews accused.
           “Do you see any blood on me? Have I changed clothes?” Bruce gestured to himself, still wearing the same outfit as before. “I know there are some instant clean devices on the market these days, but such things are out of my price range. Feel free to check my room.”
           “Fine, fine,” Andrews dropped the subject. “If you’re done acting smart to cover your ass, you can find the murderer.”
           “I’m no detective, but I can certainly try,” Bruce nodded.
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           An hour had passed since Johnson’s demise, Bruce had attempted to contact the conductor directly with the young crewman's help to no avail. Bruce wracked his brain over the situation but could find no answers. How could the murderer slip in and out of rooms, kill so silently, and then disappear without leaving so much as a blood trail. Perhaps they did possess a device to clean their person instantly, but that didn’t explain their silence.
           “I should ask the young man if he knows anything,” Bruce decided as he glanced at the case containing his artifacts. Concern mounted over, having them out of sight. Still, he resigned himself to the fact the situation was too drastic to have such concerns. The archeologist exited his room and went back to where he last saw the young crewmen. “Oh no,” only to find another horrid sight.
           The young crewmen had also been slain. The poor boy had been beaten to death as well and left in another pool of blood. Bruce steeled himself and turned away from the sight. He power walked out of the area and moved to inform the other passengers.
           “What!” Mr. Andrews did not take the news well. “You’re supposed to be stopping this maniac.”
           “I’m no detective, I can only do so much,” Bruce shook his head. “I'm more surprised at how silent the attack was, despite occurring just up the hall.”
           “Actually, I think I might've hear something,” Mr. Andrews admitted.
           “You heard it and did nothing?” Bruce was aghast.
           “Hey, I was in no rush to confront that maniac, it was safer to just lock myself up in here,” Mr. Andrews defended himself.
           “Forget your cowardice,” Bruce snapped, “we should warn Margaret, where is her room?”
           “She’s at the end of the hall, but don’t bother her. She’s been out like a light since Johnson went down,” Mr. Andrews explained.
           “I understand the need to preserve her increasingly fragile mind, but she has the right to know,” Bruce argued. “Besides, are you telling me she is alone?”
           “W-well, I’m not leaving this spot,” Andrews replied.
           “Very well,” Bruce sighed.
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           After a quick check on the sleeping Margaret, who was thankfully unharmed, Bruce returned to his room. He pondered the situation in relative safely, behind a locked door. For the sake of comfort, he took out the blue orb again as he theorized. Something was quite wrong, and he felt it was more than a murderer.
           “The conductor and the rest of the crew still refuse to intervene,” Bruce talked to himself. “Are they waiting for us all to perish, so they know who the murderer is?” The archeologist quickly discarded that theory. He could not see the crew of such a famous vessel allowing this many people to die. Disregarding the morality of the situation, he knew their reputation would never recover from such an incident.
           “What if they can’t help us?” Bruce considered, but he wasn’t sure why that would be the case. “But, there’s no way that would be the case unless...” Bruce’s words trailed off as he pressed his free hand against the wall. “It can’t be.” The archeologist raced down the halls to Andrews’s room but found the door locked and its occupant refusing to answer. He dashed to Margaret’s room next, to find the woman had just roused from sleep.
           “What’s going on now?” Margaret questioned Bruce.
           “Margaret, we are in greater danger than I thought,” Bruce explained. “Tell me, do you notice anything strange about how the train is moving?”
           “No, I don’t think so,” Margaret was taken aback by the question.
           “Exactly, because we’re not,” Bruce revealed. “I believe our car has become disconnected from the rest. That is why the train was locked down and why the conductor has done nothing to help us.”
           “Dear lord,” Margaret’s panic worsened to the point she fainted again.
           “Oh dear,” Bruce helped the woman back to her bed, before quickly leaving the room. “I’ve done her psyche enough harm for now.”
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           Bruce’s attempts to piece together the murder mystery had proven to be fruitless, and the eerie silence had done nothing to soothe his nerves. The thought of drifting in space was horrific enough. But, the idea of doing so alone, or worse, alone with a killer, was terrifying to the core. Margaret and Andrews had not come out of their rooms in the past hour, and Bruce feared the worst.
           “This is no time to panic alone,” Bruce affirmed, “at the very least, Margaret would accept my presence.” The archeologist went to leave his room but suddenly remembered his precious artifacts. “My life or precious history?” Bruce wondered aloud, “nonsense, these artifacts will most likely be lost if I die here.”
           He unlocked the door and exited out into the hall. There was no activity, no sounds, not even a creak of the walls. Andrews’s door remained shut, but Margaret’s was ajar. Bruce briefly questioned whether this was the wisest decision. The short hall seemed like an endless corridor to his frightened mind. However, as he noticed a few lights overhead begin to flicker and die out, Bruce forced himself forward.
           “Margaret I-” Bruce entered the woman’s room but found it devoid of life. “Perhaps she is with Andrews?” The archeologist dashed up the hall, but Andrews’s door was still locked, and there was no sound coming from inside. “Is anyone even in there? There’s no way Andrews could keep this quiet for so long,” Bruce realized. “Perhaps I...” His voice trailed off as he looked back up the hall towards his room. In the shadows, amid the dying lights of the train car, was a figure facing his direction. Bruce desperately wanted to run away, but he was already at the end of the hall.
           “What do you want from me?” Bruce yelled, but the figure made no reply. As the lights of the train blinked out one after the other, the archeologist quickly lost track of the mysterious person. There was no doubt in Bruce’s mind it was the killer, but how could he escape the fate of the others? “This is the end then,” he pressed himself against the sealed door at the end of the hall. “All my work for not, just the victim of some madman.” Bruce’s legs gave out, and he stumbled to the floor, awaiting his inevitable demise.
           A minute passed, and then another, until what seemed like a quarter-hour had slipped by. Yet, Bruce remained unharmed, untouched, he didn’t even hear the figure move. “Are my eyes playing tricks on me?” Bruce stood up from the floor, his eyes had adjusted to the darkness, and he could faintly see the outline of the “killer” again. Against his better judgment, he approached the figure and reached out his hand, he felt soft fabric, but little resistance or warmth.
           “It was just a clothing wrack?” Bruce laughed to himself, “what was I so scared for-” His words cut off as the figure fell over from his constant pokes and prods and hit the ground with a dull thud. That was no wrack of clothes falling over, it sounded like a body. Bruce swiftly returned to his own room to retrieve a flashlight. He flipped the device on and flashed its light over the hallway, revealing the body of a deceased Margaret.
           “What, what?” Bruce dropped the flashlight in shock, “does that mean? Andrews!” The realization sent Bruce into a tizzy, he grabbed the heaviest suitcase he could find in his room and dragged it up to Andrews’s door. With all his might, he tried to force open the door, but to no avail. His eyes turned back down the hall, “maybe the young crewman has a spare room key? No, if he had such a thing, it would be in the killer’s possession by now.”
           “I should just lock myself away until this whole nightmare ends,” Bruce began to lumber back to his room. He quickly checked his pocket for the key until he noticed something strange. “Why do I have two keys in my pocket?” Bruce pulled out a set of keys, one was to his room, the other was similar but had a different room number, Andrews’s room number. “Impossible,” Bruce quickly unlocked the door with his new discovery, only to find what he didn’t want to see. Andrews’s body was laid out on the bed, beaten to death like all the others.
           “But that means I’m the killer?” Bruce realized, “no, there must still be another person, that’s right; I’m onto you, reveal yourself!” The archeologist shouted, but his only reply was the creaking of the derelict train car. “No, no!” Bruce cried as he ran back to his room and locked himself inside. He picked up the blue orb again and tried to calm himself down through deep thought. “Wait, didn’t I put this away?”
           The orb, the bright blue orb from some lost alien civilization, the more he stared at it, the less he remembered the experience. In fact, Bruce realized he could barely remember most of the day. So many gaps, he couldn’t even remember what happened before the maintenance man died. The finer details of his conversation with Johnson were lost on him. He couldn't even remember returning his room after speaking with each of the victims most of the time.
           “Nonsense, there could be no way,” his sweaty hands dropped the orb to the floor. It hit the ground with a crash but was undamaged by the fall. A single drop of sweat slipped off the edge of his finger and landed upon the orb. It was quickly absorbed by the artifact like a sponge.
           “Now that I think about it,” Bruce began, “it is fairly obvious why the maintenance man would have been killed. If the killer is responsible for us being adrift, then the maintenance man would be the most likely person to notice and try to stop him. After that, Johnson was the most observant man aboard, he’d sniff out the killer before long, so he needed to be removed. Then, the rest could be taken out as was most convenient.”
           Bruce glanced at the blue orb again, his mind raced with memories of warnings and cautionary tales. “Perhaps they were right after all,” the archeologist admitted as he picked up the orb, “or perhaps I’m more cold-blooded than I thought.” Bruce exited his room one last time and made his way towards the location the maintenance man was killed. There was a theory he needed to prove.
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           The Cosmic Express suffered a massive blow to its image following the accident that involved the sudden, unexplained detachment of several train cars. Mechanical failure was ruled out, so most believed it was sabotage. In the panic to get the train back together, one of the cars was missed. It spent days adrift before it was retrieved by the authorities. Much to the Cosmic Express’s horror, it was found with one of the doors opened and all the passengers and staff inside dead.
           While most of the people recorded to be on board were found, one body was not recovered, the archeologist Dr. Bruce Jameson. It was considered a great tragedy to the archeological community to lose such a brilliant man, but all hope was not lost. Thankfully, all his possessions were retrieved, including all the artifacts from his last expeditions. The most precious of which was a small blue orb found floating just outside of the train.
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Sometimes the real culprit is literally right under your nose.

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